things that are unfixable:

poverty
prostitution
my air-con

i will never judge prostitutes for what they do because most of them (you don't know who) have sad, hopeless backgrounds, forced into the sex trade for reasons most of us in singapore will never even be able to imagine might apply to ourselves. i always think, i can't stand people who care so much about money, but i only say that because i have money. i'm very ambivalent towards prostitution, i feel like, the men, so disgusting, so despicable, paying girls as young as 18 to pleasure them, probably knowing that they would rather be anywhere in the world than giving a stranger a blowjob. but on the other hand, if this endless supply of perverts were to vanish, so many girls and women would be penniless, homeless, on the streets with starving children, etc. that is probably the worst situation i suppose, having to choose between morality/dignity and survival. i cannot say for sure that i would rather starve and die than fuck a stranger. even if i would rather starve, what if i had a kid? siblings? who cannot fend for themselves? then what?