have a distinct feeling like my blog became 'gross'/not worth reading (to others) after i revealed that i like k-pop and mindless korean things. the funny thing is though i am aware of it, i also don't really care. i like that feeling.

this week i've been sick on and off, only went to work legitimately for two days and spent the rest in bed. don't know how many times Gus had to take me to the doctor and wait for me, but i feel like parts of my body don't belong to me anymore, i wish i could get new parts, send my body into a repair shop and get it fixed. but certain parts of my body that ache do not qualify for transplants, unfortunately

i have been reading a science fiction novel called 'ready player one'. i really like it. it is about earth in the near distant future in which exists a gigantic multiplayer simulation system/videogame called the OASIS that has become wildly popular. kind of like the sims but better. shopping malls, entertainment grounds, even public schools have been transferred to exist in OASIS, while simultaneously their real life counterparts fall into dilapidated chunks of concrete because nobody can bear living in the real world, the one plagued with high unemployment, recession, falling education standards, rising fuel prices, etc. the OASIS on the other hand, being basically a virtual platform that users can 'touch' while wearing a visor and haptic gloves, can create anything the people want: their own mansions, cars, planets. avatars can be customised according to the user's wishes. The storyline follows that the creator of OASIS, a man with massive fortune, has died, and indicated in his will that within OASIS he has hidden an 'egg', and that the first user to find the egg will be entitled to all of his riches and fortune. the protagonist is an overweight 18 year old who becomes the first person in the world after 5 years to find the copper key, the first clue to where the egg lies hidden. can't wait to finish the rest of it! tq kindle

would like my life to become more interesting, i suppose it will when i reach France, if that pans through, but in the meantime how do people simultaneously work & maintain an interesting social life, enlighten me, i don't get it

some people have to shut the fuck up and stop whining about their imaginary depression