actually i have a lot of thoughts because i've been reading 'counterfeit gods' by tim keller which caleb lent to me... well not just that but also a lot of quotes that i've been stumbling across, things that have been happening around me and i've been trying to consolidate all this advice that's been filtering into my mind and really trying to live them out and it's something like this:

stop worrying so much
sometimes you just have to say 'fuck that shit i don't care'
don't be small for somebody else
you can probably keep something in your life well if you can stand to lose it and be okay
you're worth a lot more than you think you just have to relax enough to let yourself see it
if you're confident in yourself you will suddenly find your own opinions rising above those of others
some people are just not worth the effort
take the high road because it makes those on the low road feel stupid

lastly,

remember that you were meant for another world
not this one. not your room or your coffee breaks or your clothes or your boyfriends or your clubs
where nothing will ever be satisfied
so stop trying to look for satisfaction here