lying in bed in the dark. Gus is snoring beside me at the moment, and it's 12.36am. always have a problem when we get tired near night time and take naps because we end up waking up at like 5am and Gus has to rush home before my parents catch him. one time we woke up and it was 7am so we just went for breakfast hahaha. but basically he's not supposed to sleepover.

was struggling the whole day to complete my sg pols essay and i'm still not done. my main problem is that the PAP stands right in the middle of the spectrum, neither absolutely good or bad, so i can't take a side and be definite with it. it's difficult to reconcile its variety of actions to an explanation. thankfully for them i'm not a voter yet or i'd be so frustrated... i'm not even done because the fucking NTUC is throwing me off so much i gave up for today. tomorrow is a new day. but from what i've read, workers, you should demand much more because evidently there is not enough social responsibility being shouldered by them as they should

last french tutorial today :( i'm sad because i like my french tutor, he is going back to france in june forever. he says he's going to stay a la campagne and have horses and be independent on solar power. i feel like based on that he will die in his isolated country house and no one will find him. other than that, just like the last tutorial he spent like 15 minutes criticizing nuclear power and reiterating how Singapore would be gone if we had a nuclear disaster. which i agree but i think if we started to shift to solar power we would become the world's most reflective city, literally. or the world's ugliest