spitting out maybe german or japanese or something. is there no way you understand what i'm saying? in school i feel anxious and worried right up until the lecturer starts to teach. then i settle down, feel at ease writing in my notebook or typing on my laptop. for two hours nobody should be doing anything stupid or doing anything to make me feel frustrated. i've always found how odd it must be for exchange students from the US to come here, only to be taught by americans. if i went on exchange to france i would be thrilled to see a frenchman scolding the class. in lecture i always feel the urge rising in my throat to say something, something audible, so everybody can hear. spew the answer out and leave it dangling. i always don't, though, because... well. i don't have to explain why, i'm sure it's obvious.

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LISTEN TO ME. IT'S NOT HARD TO LISTEN.
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DO WHAT YOU KNOW IS RIGHT