bruges, belgium

real life fairytale landscape
difficult to describe
so many swans

where i learned to love beer
drinking beer every night now, don't reckon it's a good thing
paid check-in just to bring home bottles of belgian beer
but gus says it must be that i only fancy wheat beers or something
because i still can't take heinekens or tigers
but another beer that i really love is desperado which is not belgian
but belgian beers were equally superb

going to let everything go and just get out there
i can't stand this feeling anymore
the feeling of waiting and waiting
for what, i don't even know
but i know that as i sit here there's awful thoughts fermenting in my
fucking
mind

tomorrow is edinburgh
booked lots of tours and activities
quite excited but will be sad to miss gangnam style flash mob this saturday
looks pretty awesome
but i will be so happy to meet bert, i miss her so much

and who else i miss is Gus
but this time with even more intensity than i've ever felt while on exchange
il me manque -- i miss him, but in french it's more like

he is missing from me

and he is
and i hate it
and can i have him here now

please