bonne année tout le monde

happy new year
2012 beat the shit out of me with hammers and baseball bats
but i'm getting up again
starting to walk, recover, heal
i think i will be ok. i think i can do this
i have more confidence in myself as the days go by which is a good sign

i will be ok i think
the only way out is through
the jellyfish are stinging me but i will dive deeper into their mass of tentacles
until i am broken and almost dead
but i will be free

2012 sucked a lot but still i have to thank God for many good things that happened like
exchange. i will miss europe so much when i'm home. especially the people
family
friends
a life

it still mostly sucked though

i can hear the fireworks outside but i don't want to see them
it's just not that kind of new year this time