u look ok all the time
i look like shit all the time

last night i dropped my phone into the toilet bowl
after that my fingers couldn't make anything on the screen move
then angie told me to leave it buried in uncooked rice overnight
and it worked
until now i am amazed

honest to God
the word 'career' or 'job opportunities' is such a turn off
i have only one goal in life right now, that is

not to start work

i miss europe

haven't found anything i am good at
except sleeping
i am so good at that

have a six hour shift at work tomorrow
have to memorise all these japanese words
ikura hamachi hamabi ika negi-toro tataki amaebi uni unagi anagi maguro
quite scared tbh