pilates class got cancelled in the morning which made me upset because i parked at the wrong carpark and ended up paying $5 for 15 minutes of parking. shit like that should be illegal. went down to town with my sister and met my mum. ate at marmalade pantry, crabmeat linguini. been trying to stick to a diet of no fried/sugary/oily food, but am semi-ok with carbs actually. more protein. drank a shake made of apple orange and guava. feel like getting a blender. drove down to sentosa and had a beach day with tammy. it was so hot i felt giddy and we had to take a dip in the sea and all the seaweed touched me... when we were going to shower there was a man wearing a g-string using the open shower. he didn't hear us coming from behind and he started to remove his g-string.......in public.......wow

had sushi after that then came home and did my workout because pilates was cancelled. ass and legs are trembling right now but i suppose what they say is true, exercise makes you happy because it releases endorphins which i have always pictured to be tiny dolphins that make you feel glad because they're cute and even smaller than normal dolphins.. by happy i mean things feel ok now. feel good that i made my body work. feel good that i didn't put that much bad stuff in it today. feel good that i exercised a lot of emotional control today.

Gus starts day 1 of his internship today at a very reputable company and i'm so proud of him for getting there, even if it means he has to be miles and miles away from me and we can only talk for an hour a day... i think i am starting to/will become a very low priority in his busy business-y life but if you're reading this baby i'm so proud of you & i know you'll do great :)

someone tell me where the word 'busy' comes from. does it come from the word 'business'? that's very telling if it were true... about business. also what is the word that means where a word comes from?

here is a list of things i should do:
- pack my room
- pack my wardrobe & give clothes to salvation army
- research for masters
- be diligent in my workouts
- level up in counter strike

wow i m a loser haha